haiz... tis week reli suffer loh... bored with studying... but still cant concentrate well... bt at least better than last time d exam liao... dun bother at all... haha
and 1 tin i oso admire of myself d... i reli success 2 block myself from going out loh although i have many influnces... especially wangan influnces... lol... i reli stop playing wangan liao loh... i reli can fulfill my promise that i wont touch wangan until 7th of dec(my last exam day) loh... haha...
sumtimes tin of it also very fan loh... keep exam lik tat... reli full of pressure nowadays... besides of exam, still gt many tins need 2 b pressurised agin... let me tin of 1 song... boys like girl d the great escape... but it was talk about the lover d... so i dun post d lyric here liao... haiz... sumtimes reli tin og shi wai tao yuan... if reli gt tis place... i will sure move 2 there d... escape from tis complicated world 4ever... but it is nt imposibble lah... haha...
Haiz... the world now is very sien d loh... cant do as wat we tin... most worse is we must follow ppls d words 2 go... lik they all vry correct lik tat... society oso... haiz... sumtimes reli dunno wat i do oso loh... all d freedom is strip by the s2pid busy and realistic sociaty... siao... dunwan bother it now... i DUNWAN all of these... reli tin of dun bother liao... reli wan 2 ignore all d trends nowadays...
kk... dunwan waste 2 much time here liao... hope can pass my exam well... dunwan resit agin liao... vry pressure d loh as i noe d feel liao... i can do it d!!!
and tin of 1 lyric can put 2 describe my situation now... shun bian recommand d linkin park d song loh...
"Breaking The Habit"
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my roomUnless
I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight
Linkin Park Rockss!!!!!
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Stopped writing @ 11/29/2007